so i never use this. i always tell myself i'm going to but i never do.

one of my resolutions is to be happier and stress free, so i think using this will help me because i can write out all my feelings here before i explode of frustration, and this is a lot faster than actually hand writing it all.

anyways, i had a good day today. i hung out with brian and we went to kevin's house to watch cloverfield and play scene it on his xbox. haha, fun!

yesterday i cried though because my dad won't stop smoking and he yells at me sometimes. he's just a rude, pessimistic person. its really hard to live with him sometimes. i'll be driving in july though so hopefully it'll get easier.

hopefully i'll stop crying so much this year. i dont like crying. i mean sometimes you just feel like crying, but not usually.

anyways, i dont care if anyone reads this; i'm not going to write like i have an audience. this is just for me, to be able to vent and then look back on all my entries later in life.

i'm going to bed now though because its the 3rd or 4th night in a row that i've stayed up till at least 3:00 am.


goodnight!